My Walk With Christ| Testimony

Where have I gone? Where have I been? etc etc etc...

I'd like to say that I've been busy with God. He's the center of my life. Nothing else comes before Him. I do my all to try to make Him first. He doesn't deserve to come last place anymore.

Many times, we put Him off because we know He will always be there. But what if He was like man? Stop fooling with you for the lack of communication and attention you show? I love how awesome, loving, forgiving God is. He's nothing like anything of this world!

My testimony:

After I graduated Fall 2010 with my BA. I knew I wanted to get my Master's. I just didn't know WHEN or HOW. I knew I wanted to start my mentoring program for girls. I started it in 2011, but it's still not quit where I want it to be. 

After graduating, I went through a rough breakup. Months later I was blessed with a job. Something to keep me going. I love what I do. Working with kids. A year past, I knew I wanted to do more, and I wanted more. I knew I wanted to expand my mentoring program. I knew I needed to step out on faith & add some newness in my life. 

God was allowing me to get out of my comfort zone. After I graduated I knew I would be stepping out into something I wasn't quit ready or comfortable with. I did...

September 2012 is when I started looking into getting my Master's. The next month I applied, and wrote a letter in order to get to the next step.

The last week in November is when I was accepted, then started classes days after!!! God really blew me away. I was counting on HIM and not man to work this out. I knew I wanted this degree. I knew I wanted to see if it was meant to be and not have any "what if's?" 

It seems like every sense I've been obedient, patient, and spending more time with my Father, blessings that I've been in the way of, have been pouring in. I'm just thankful that I was prepared for the blessings that were on hold for me.

I'm grateful He trusted and waiting on ME. Little ole me. I know my God has more in store for me. 

I'll have another awesome testimony to share...some know, others do not :)

-Below is my Instagram post regarding my testimony-

Make Room For The New...

What girl doesn't like new clothes? When I clean out my closet, new clothes show up.

In order to make room for new things in our lives we must get rid of the old. In order to kick a bad habit you must replace whatever that habit is with something new. You can't take away & not fill that void. Makes sense?

So, my goal is to make room for the new...my blessings!

Although it's right on time, I'm NOT doing this because a new year is approaching shortly, but because it's time. I don't believe in new year's resolutions but goals.

I wanted to share this with you all, just in case some of you may have been thinking about doing something similar. Well here is your PUSH now GO!

God wants US to be givers. At times or many times, we need to give things we want to hold on to, but don't need in order to make room for something better.

Maybe you want to keep that jacket you bought 7 years ago, and you're telling yourself "I'll wear it one day" but you've yet to have put it on. Give that away to someone in need. Find someone who will appreciate it. Seek the needy & provide. We are here as GOD's children to help one another out.

I hope this has inspired you all to do your part. Whether big or small. But remember "Do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing" -Matthew 6:3

I live by that scripture.... God bless

[Photo above] My friend, a young girl who came out to our prom workshop the beginning of this year & myself :)

Thankful Week: Embracing everyday

-Being able to purchase things that I need & want
-God stepping in & putting a hold of certain things
-Random inspiration
-Not having yes people in my life
-A clean house 
-Gog giving me strength through a breakup
-Not giving up!

Hashtag #TANThankfulWeek on Twitter & Instagram

Or blog about it...

What is it you're thankful for? Share away or link me to your post...

Thankful Week: The Little things...

I got this idea from a blogger by the name of Erin over at Sweetness Itself. I saw someone "like" one of her photos on Instagram & checked it out. She shared what she was thankful for by snapping a photo of her notebook. I thought that was cool. 

My handwriting isn't the best so I'll be typing what I'm thankful for this week via here my blog....

-I'm thankful for my mother still being around
-Having awesome co-workers
-Being able to walk on my own
-Not being severely ill & in the hospital
-Having a car to get me where I need to go
-Being blessed in order to be a blessing to others
-Having testimonies to share with others
-Being able to read
-A roof over my head
-Great support system
-For God loving ME as I am
-HIM never giving up on me
-My strength

What is it you're thankful for? Share away or link me to your post...

Random: Thank You...More Followers?

Hello beautiful people! I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has left a comment, read my blog posts, & followed. When I started this blog the beginning of this year, I wasn't expecting people to follow nor find it interesting.


The purpose of me starting this blog at the time, was more so an outlet to vent about certain things. I never though anyone or more than one person could relate to what I blogged about here. It's crazy how a new year will be approaching us soon. My life has had its ups & downs this year. I never thought I would be where I am today this year. I'm in a better place & at peace with quit a few things. I have accomplished so much is what seems like in a short period of time. I'm super duper blessed. & I don't say this to brag because I'm nowhere near where I want to be, but I don't mind sharing what God has done for me.


I usually write what's on my mind here, and although I've been slacking on posting here like, I'm grateful for all of you. I love meeting new people and reading others blogs.


Anyways, that's it for right now. I have a few more updated/in-depth posts to share soon :)
Hope you all enjoyed your Thanksgiving break/day & all that jazz :)

I'm In A Better Place & I Owe It All To HIM

I just want to thank God again. I can never thank him enough. A lot of my readers know that this year has been one rocky, unpleasant, funky ride. But somehow after its all said & done, or just when I can take a breathe, I thank God for allowing me to live & learn those past moments that seemed like they would last FOREVER. He's not done working on me, I'm sure this isn't the last of a not so fun time in my life. But while I have the chance I want to say thank you. Realistically I already talked to Him (God) about this. But I'm sharing this with you ALL because I want you know that God works in mysterious ways. He truly does blesses his children who are obedient and listens. Being a great listener will get your far in life. And when you can listen to God he truly does reward you. Don't give up!!!

You maybe thinking okay what exactly did He do? I just have this shield of love & happiness all over me. I was never bitter, but I feel better than last week....last month! I still have a lot of work to do, and like I said, while I have this down time, I'm going to take advantage of it. And I am. It hasn't been easy but with Him by my side it makes it 10 times easier.


Another thing. Prayer really works. I literally prayed about something the night before and it happened. I was amazed! He's really showing up & showing out.


Things may not be where I want them to be right now, but they're certainly better today than my past days :)

Part 2: Let Go, Let God...

It's 8 something in the morning. I'm somewhat half sleep...Since I got a great response from the first post, there was something I wanted to share with everyone. The other day, I was reading one of the lesson plans on the Bible app I have on my iPhone. It's called YouVersion. I know this app is compatible for iPhone & BlackBerry users. It's free, so check it out! It maybe available for other phones as well.


Back to the post...I was reading Day 140 of the plan which is Life Application. It said:
God's messenger described a time of trial when even wise believers may stumble. This could mean (1) falling into sin, (2) being fearful and losing faith, (3) mistakenly following wrong teaching, or (4) experiencing severe suffering & martyrdom. If we preserve in our faith, any such experience will ONLY refine us and make us stronger. Are you facing trials? Recognize them as opportunities to strengthen your faith. If we remain steadfast in these experiences, we will be stronger in OUR faith & closer to God.
It then gives you a scripture at the end -Daniel 11:35


I knew I had to share this with you all. I also needed to write this down somewhere for myself. It def. moved me. Time & time again I tell myself "Ashley, use this time wisely. Use this time to get closer to God". I mean, the main important part is having a relationship with him, & serving him. It's always great to tell others what He's done for us. I hope this was helpful to someone :)

Let Go, Let God...

Earlier I tweeted "Feeling free. That's what happens when you let go, & let God" meaning not worrying about a thing & leaving it up to him to deal with. His power & strength is much more stronger than my own. At times I feel defeated. Well many times. For example: Turning in a job application, and not worrying about if you'll get an interview/job. I'm not stressing myself over this part of my life anymore. I haven't been since interview number 2! God has a plan for me...

I just need to remind myself that God is not done working on me & blessing me. All of this is just another test...lesson. Almost like the whole too good to be true before something great happens or appears again. My patience is something that I've been working on for the longest. I may never master that. But I can say I have a better grip on self control. Meaning what I say (watching what I say & to who), how I think (affirmation) & engaging in certain things. Like I've said before, I'm a work in progress.

Thank you Lord for your unconditional love, overwhelming supply of gifts, & for making me ME!  

Sugardaddy: Don't Call on Him When You WANT Something...

This video was a nice reminder for me. We tend to call on God, and get closer to him when we want something, and things aren't going well(The time of need), but when he makes things happen we slightly disappear. It's funny that the BronzeGoddess01 spoke about this. The reason I say this is because a few weeks ago, I caught myself. Although things aren't where I want them to be, things are better than they were 3 months ago. I stopped meditating, I prayed less...etc. I am very blessed. 

So check out the video below :)

Start Today...

I can only take hypocritical people in small doses.


I'm tired of people saying "I'm going to change my ways starting (date)". Or, "I'm going to get closer to God, because this must be a sign..I'll get closer to him after I do (whatever it is)." Baby...tomorrow isn't promised. Why wait for tomorrow?


Is it because you're not serious about it? Don't get me wrong, I have no room to act as if I'm better, and I'm not. But, it bothers me when I see & hear people doing this constantly. Especially when they act like they know it all. It's like, do you really need a drastic, or life or death situation to get you right? Ignoring all of the signs that are RIGHT THERE. Receiving chance after chance.


What if God put us off to the side, and said "Child, I love you, but I'll get to your blessings soon." You would be mad right? Let's keep it real.


It just bothers me. And although I can't change anyone but myself, I hope someone out there gets something out of this post. We have today...the present. If you feel like you need to change your ways, get closer to God, let that bad habit go, let go a certain person. Do it now. There are times we need to just get out of His way, and times where he is giving us signs after signs, & chances after chances then you miss i!


I hope you ALL had a blessed day. 
Happy Resurrection day! xoxo...

Update: Closing A Chapter & New Beginnings

Here's a little update on me...This week started off really rocky. Sunday night I was feeling so down, & all I could think about was my dad. How much I wish he was here. How much I wish I could take flowers to his mausoleum etc. The next morning I meditated and talked to God. I was so eager to find his obituary. & come to find out it, that Sunday was his death anniversary. Why isn't that something I know right off top you ask? I just don't. Like I mentioned in my last post, I am now able to deal with things I wasn't able to deal with 6+ years ago. Anyways, so I was glad I was able to confront that situation. 
Affirmations: I need to start back on focusing on two positive affirmations about myself a week. I've been slacking because I haven't been writing them down.


Also, I'm coming to an end for Lent (Sunday). I'm super proud of myself. This journey has been something else. I won't share all of the details because it's between me & God. But it was an interesting experience indeed.


Random tweet: So I saw this tweet that one of my followers had retweeded that described a blog post I did called "Once You're Down, Aint Nobody Around"
The tweet was: "Fake friends are like shadows, always near you at your brightest moments, but nowhere to be seen at your darkest hour"
How about that?


On to Health: Looking into joining a 30 day challenge that I can do at home. I do well when participating in challenges, so I'm back on my work out grind.


I'll be starting a 6 month hair growth for my natural hair journey. Super duper excited about this. I've been natural/transitioning for 9 months. No perms for me! & no shade to those that use them. With this challenge, I'll be more on top of things when it comes to maintaining length and a regimen.

Dear Lurkers...Hello!

I find it funny...& I hope the lurkers are analyzing this closely. Take a screen shot, copy & paste, do whatever it is you feel that will complete you in this blog post.


Reminder: I don't care anymore. I don't care what anyone has to say, think about me. If you loved me, you'd show it. Life is too short to be mad & hateful.


Like I said before, I am not perfect, and neither are any of you. BUT, I will say when you're down...aint nobody around. So, if you feel that this is directed to you, so be it.


Everything comes to light when you least expect it. And thank God I'm not blinded or naive. But I am a little too nice. I wish nothing but the best to YOU.


This is my last time using my energy to address this. 

Yesterdays Blessings!

I just wanted to post something really quickly before going to bed.


Before I went to bed the other day, I said my prayers like I always try to do before going to bed. I woke up yesterday afternoon to two blessings! God is so good. I didn't even worry about how it was going to work out or anything. Just prayed about it and went to sleep. He asked my mother to wake me up and I received my blessings. 
One that I would like to share was that someone contacted me about signing their child up through my mentoring program. 


I am so thankful!!! I think it's great when others can share what God has done for them. I will now write (not type) in my personal journal and prepare for later today.


What blessings have you shared with others?


God bless...

Canceling The Pity Party: BronzeGoddess01

I just recently subscribed to her channel on Youtube and I am so happy that someone recommended it to me. She speaks the truth. 
As I've been going through different things, I've been taking time to get to know myself, and get closer to God. And it's funny, she speaks on things I stopped doing. 
What is feeling sorry for yourself going to do? I'm in the way of my blessings. God is waiting on me to stop the foolishness and tighten up my faith & trust in him. 
I know that's it because I feel it! I'm not perfect, and I never claimed to be, so I admit when I'm wrong and try not to make that same mistake again. 


Please check out this video: Pep Rally/Cancel the pity party