Sunday, July 22, 2012

Stuck in My SINGLE Emotions...

Hmmm, ever have those days where you're thinking about what's next? What does the future hold? When will I get married? Baby fever? Am I ready for a relationship yet? Maybe it's just me.

I've doing a lot of thinking lately. I'm a thinker anyways...by nature. But for the past few months I haven't been in my feelings like I've been lately, nor felt the need to evaluate this lol.

I think it's safe to say I love someone. Something vicious that could turn into "in love with..." again.
Being single isn't fun to me. It's not the fact that I can't be alone or I don't enjoy getting to know me better. It's just not fun. Dating is a little better than being single. Being in a relationship is nice. But I'm girl that can't settle. It's not in my blood.
I'm at the point in my life about a few things where I go "what if?" There's a big chance if those what ifs manifest? The energy is out there. The actions just don't play a big part

Life is just going by so slow but so fast at the same time. I'm growing old quick but everything else is-at-a-slow-pace-that-can't-catch-a-break. Super sucky right?! I really try to make the best out of everything. I just can't be ok with being mediocre. I'm really learning how to live in contentment. I posted about this on my blog where Joyce Meyer discusses this...you can check that out HERE.

2 comments:

  1. GREAT POST....

    It is very natural to feel that way. I love it when ladies can admit that they would love to be in a relationship but they are not willing to settle for anything less than God's best though. Love this post :)

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